Wednesday, February 28, 2007
If Medicare Advantage Rates Are Going to Be Cut, Why Have the Big Medicare HMO Stock Prices Been Up Since the Election?
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
10 minutes
But I don't have to do again it for three whole weeks.
Ultrasound early tomorrow morning, echocardiogram on Thursday. The next couple of days will be tough.
But I should feel like myself by the week end. And did I mention that I don't have to have chemo again for three whole weeks?
CBO Pours Gasoline on the Democratic Plans to Cut Medicare Advantage Payments to HMOs
Monday, February 26, 2007
hodge podge of good things

I just came back from dinner with friends. We were celebrating my birthday. Which was in August. We've had a bit of a hard time coordinating schedules. We had lovely vegan thai food and then went next door to Dairy Queen for Peanut Buster Parfaits. Perfect.
Best of all, I have secured myself a chemo vacation. We are heading south next week (!) and I have managed to delay the start of the next treatment cycle. This means that, after tomorrow, I don't have chemo again until March 27th. I am elated.
S. has asked me to knit him a Dr. Who scarf. D. has asked me to knit him "a green sweater." I am trying to convince him that some other colours would be nice, too. He remains unmoved.



I didn't post the shot of me skating away from the camera. Let's just say that some angles are less flattering than others. And maybe I need to ease up a little on the chocolate.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
channelling peggy lee
Is that all there is, is that all there is
If that's all there is my friends, then let's keep dancing
Let's break out the booze and have a ball
If that's all there is
I am tolerating chemo relatively well. I am no longer experiencing the rollercoaster of Herceptin side effects. But the routine is grinding me down. Two weeks on, one week off. And there is no end in sight (at least not an end I want to spend much time thinking about).
When I am feeling well (and even much of the time when I am not) I am rarely bored. I am, however struggling to fight some serious malaise. Not that long ago, life felt full of possibility. There were paths to chose and decisions to be made. And if any particular path didn't please me, I could easily change direction and try a new one.
Now that I am not working outside the home (my oncologist says that no insurance company would ever expect me to work again), I have time for other creative pursuits. But I need to shake off the funk brought on by two weeks on, one week off.
I just have to keep putting one foot in front of the other. Today, I am going to do that in a pair of skates. Despite living three minutes (on foot) from the canal, I haven't been skating in a couple of years.
"If that's all there is, my friends, then let's keep dancing."
Thursday, February 22, 2007
ho hum
I have access to technical assistance to change things up but am feeling distinctly uninspired. I played around with the Blogger template this afternoon but ended up making few changes, wanting to keep things clean and accessible.
Any thoughts?
A new banner? Illustrations?
New font?
Larger type?
Any suggestions would be welcome.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
business ventures
S.: "I have an idea for an internet venture for dogs. I'd call it ismell. The web site would describe a whole list of smells and you could chose the one you think your dog would like best and order a patch with that smell."
me: "That's a great idea! But the smells would have to be pretty disgusting."
S.: "The more disgusting, the more expensive."
me: "Old socks, rotting meat..."
S.: "Exactly. We could have a page listing all the newest smells and the home page would have a list of the top selling smells."
me: "That reminds me, Papa tells me that you were making a vending machine when you were supposed to be in bed last night."
S.: "Yeah. And it works, too. Except no one wants to buy my product."
me: "Why not?"
S.: "Because it costs a dollar and the product is a penny."